Thursday, May 6, 2010

My confessions

I am feeling 110% better.
Drugs are good.
mmmm kay?

I'm back to work part time.
I didn't think I would.
I had anxiety about how awkward it would be.
Everyone has been very nice and understanding.
and have made it easy.

Today I took a nap.
The first nap I've had in 2 weeks.
I deserved it.
and I actually napped.
Not slept for 2 hours.
It was like 15 minutes.

I chopped off all my hair.
Not on purpose, but I colored it one too many times.
It's uber short.
and I LOVE IT!
It's so easy.
I feel like I'm in a constant battle with my hair.
I've had strange women with beautiful long hair
come up to me and tell me they love it
and that they wish they could wear their hair short.
They're probably lying.
Or they're just as crazy as I am.
I personally think I look awful, but hey.
Make-up goes a long way!

I want to get a tattoo.
Nothing obnoxious.
Just a little dragonfly on my right shoulder.
Is that too white-trashy?
I've wanted one forever.
Dragonflies like me.
They are attracted to me.
Ask my family.
It's weird.

I want to get my nose pierced too.
With my teenage daughter.
My husband will kill me.
And my bff Jess will hate me
because she just got her's pierced.
Now I don't want to seem like a copycat.
But I had my nose pierced 20 years ago and
have been wanting to do it again forever.
My daughter has been bugging me for a while now about
getting hers done.

I guess I'm having a mid-life crisis.
But hell.
I'm alive!

and there are worse things right?